im going INSANE

ok hi guysss i have been missing for a hwile but ive been kinda not ok. i mean i honestly forgot about this spacehey but whatever so let me tell you guys, remember the las entry about love? well yeahhh lets say it didnt end as planned. He told me we were better as FRIENDS.. WTFFF? why did he lean on me soo bad like he wanted to make  out in the middle of the hallways just to tell me that. That happend on march 18 and i cried sooo hard, even cried to my mom ≡(▔﹏▔)≡

Sometimes i still see him and i cry but later i remember that i need to move on so i try, if anybody reads this please give me tips on how to move on i rlly could use it its been like 2 months. But he told my bsf that he missed me and want6ed to talk again and we did but it was small talk, now we look at each other but never say anything and his tiktok repost are like a mix of sum saying omg shes pretty like this song and other saying i miss her chat so its kinda wired like his he inlove with somebody else but missing me or whaat?? (╬▔皿▔)╯

Sometimes i wish i didnt open my mouth :( because i asked him what we were and if he didnt want anything to cut it off but he acc cut me off LOLLL  but yeah i rlly couldnt handle crying for him one more night so it had to be done.. btw im NOT in spanish class instead im at home watching harry potter num 6 soo yeahh good byee ly🫶