Disappointments

Hi,

So these days I've been inactive here. I've been making music, or trying to.

I already had in my head the idea of making songs because I like to write them, even though I don't know how to make beats. Just then a guy who made super cool music wrote me, these days we've been talking about making a song together, but suddenly he stopped answering me.

It had been so long since I had felt so alive, I thought I could finally find a way to transform what I feel into something artistic that I can share with others. I have always really wanted to do it but I have been afraid to.

I thought I had finally broken the barrier but now I feel afraid again, I feel like I will never be able to do anything worthwhile, something I am proud of, I feel like everyone doesn't care.

Here's a little piece of the song I wrote today:

𝑇𝑜𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑖𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑡𝑦, 𝑠𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑

𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑖𝑓 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑙𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑝𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑢𝑝 '𝐶𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑

xx. Trish ⭑･ﾟﾟ･*:༅｡.｡༅:*ﾟ:*:✼✿

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