bored

Hiii, it's feels so weird write about my thoughts knowing everyone can see this, but anyway, just for clear english is not my first language.

Soooo lately I been feeling so lost, like I don't even recognize myself sometimes, It's supoosed to be exited because I finally going to college, but I just fell like is not what I want to do right now. I have to do a really difficult exam for get into my "dream" university, but I don't feel ready, I studied half the year for that test, and I feel like I don't know anythiiiing, i lost the motivation for study, my exam is in like 1 week, I just want it all to end and watch movies foreveeeer.

Thats I little bit of my drama life, for this week. 

-maya