Poem ig? Writing? Idk

My feelings, unreturned are left to linger in the empty black void. 

Was it necessary? Those things you exchanged behind my back in spite of knowing my secret?

Must you have gone and make me annoyed?

Why does this pain only make me long further? Long further for the things I may not have. That I cannot have.

I miss it,

Your smile,

Your laugh.

Must I leave now? Can't I stay?

Can't we just drop those previous mistakes and words I said in a lovestruck daze?

Oh how I long to stare at that face I so adore for hours. Why must things be this way?

Do you think, in another universe, it worked out?

Was it the wrong time? Wrong place? 

My mind won't escape the thought of you and I yearn for your hug once again. 

Why do I yearn for the person who hurt me? Why do I want this to work so badly? I feel as if I can't escape your voice, it replays in my head as I walk through the dimly lit hall on my way to bed. It's echos in my mind as I lie in bed to sleep. It goes off through my ears as I'm sitting in class, waiting.

Why do I miss you?