rant ig

So people around me keep telling me to get tested for adhd or see a therapist for some stuff, but im honestly a little scared to tell people things, i know they are doctors and licensed people and wont judge me but its pretty scary, how are you meant to see someone youve never met before and just tell them everything wrong with you and i thik im scared to know the truth, i dont really wanna be known as someone who has something fucked or something that can prove why im fucked and have to tell people and them judge me for that than who i am, i dont know what to do anymore, has anyone got any advice?