School, again

GOSH I THINK I'M GONNA DIE

I HAVE A FUCKING ORAL EXAM IN 2 WEEKS, WTF I THOUGHT WE WERE DONE WITH EXAMS!?!??!?!!?!?!?

AND PLUS, IT'S HISTORY!!!! AND I'M SO FUCKING BAD IN HISTORY :(((

THE WORST THING IS IDK WTF IS WRONG W ME

LIKE, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO READ THE TEXTBOOK I CANT FUCKING UNDERSTAND, IT JUST DOESN'T STAY IN MY HEAD!!! HELP

I JUST FEEL LIKE WHILE I'M READING MY BRAIN IS IN A WHOLE DIFFERENT WORLD WTH

AND IT'S SO ANNOYING BECAUSE HISTORY IS THE ONLY SUBJECT I'M SLIGHTLY BAD AT, if we don't consider P.E., which i'm absolutely trash on that

PLEASE HELP IF ANYONE HAS SM TECNIC TO LIKE UNDERSTAND WTF I'M READING

I NEVER LIKE NEVER UNDERSTAND SHIT I'M READING IN HISTORY AND I ALWAYS GET DISTRACTED SO FUCKING EASILY IT'S SO ANNOYING

EVEN IF I TRY LISTENIN TO THE TEACHER I EVENTUALLY GET DISTRACTED GOSH HELP

I could ask my parents for help but that's humiliating.....

And also asking the teacher that's there to help us study is also humiliating..........

what the hell is this feeling called if anyone knows helpppppppppp

sorry for bothering btw