anxiety

i'm a very anxious person, and this interferes with my life, even to the point of causing health problems.  i worry about everything, my grades at school, other people's opinions of me, whether my few friends don't hate me, whether i've locked a door, or whether I've forgotten something.  Because of this, i double-check everything about 10 times or more.

Due to some events in my life, i am afraid that some family member might want to harm me.  AND THIS IS KILLING ME. 

i may get upset over one phrase or word and start to think that this person can't stand me.

Why can't i just be normal?(◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)

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