BROO. 

so, so much have happened in my life fr . sometimes, i feel like nothin in my life can ever stay as it is, its always changing, which makes sense considering time never ever stops. But I crave something thats is permanent. Maybe I should start thinking in a different way, ill always have myself but even im always changing. Thinking about time scares me so bad. Like the whole thing as a concept; I was just a kid and now im not. Im going to be an old age in a few months and im so behind- like im going to be an adult and i barely know how to parallel park. I dont know how taxes work- I dont know anything im not prepared at all. I also blame the American education systme for this, why am i learning complex math equations when i should be learning how to buy a house and defend myself. I still do not know how a credit card works. yEHA rant over im kjust sejriusbgrisrgiuwberib scared.