Battlefield 4 and yanderedev.

I'll go to bed early, I said, and I will finish my history essay that is due when a new day arises - nay, I remember saying such lies as soon as I returned from highschool; eager to next attend college the day after; and after such going to the movies. Yet alas, my clock reads 1:35am - not the original 10-11pm I had hoped; the chances I have of waking up before 8:00am are barely there.

It is quite addictive to be playing Battlefield 4 (or 1) and watching YouTube deep dives about the notorious Alex Mahan (Yanderedev. Remember that clusterfuck?) or not even that. Being chronically online as I am, any lolcows go. Boogie, Chris chan(oh my god), wings of redemption, and some new actors I still haven't made a sound opinion on. Just off the top of my head.

Misc. ranting and whatnot -----------------

As much as I want to attempt to blog this (frankly quite ambitous) creative project, I've noticed a common trend where I'll start speaking about a project, than several days later it'll have no affect on me and I'll just delete it. On a side note, it still haunts me how many days I wasted working on a c++ rendering engine only for it to come crashing down because I am not that smart at managing my time.

The largest thing is I don't have a current hyperfixation. Sure, the Cold War - or dare I say, Anti-Communist War - comes and goes, as does something like shark biology; but it's at a point where I do not care. Could be pneumatics. Could be electromagnetism. Could be physics formulas regarding microcoulombs. Don't care, just need something.

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Thank for attending my ted talk. I need more medication.