I think I'm going to start dressing scene again

Recently I think I've finally gotten to the point of being able to admit to myself that I still want to wear scene fashion. I use to dress scene, but I sensed up mostly falling out of it because of various reasons. Between having people who I cared about continually make fun of me for my fashion choices and also feeling like I wasn't able to dress in such a flashy style while being plus size I did end up falling out of it. I doo think that I am  ready to admit to myself that that it's a style that I am not done with.