Ultrakill has singlehandedly ruined my life

I can't fucking take it any more. Ultrakill has singlehandedly ruined my life. The other day my teacher was teaching us christian and catholic idiology and he mentioned the Riels and I immediately thought 'Riels? more like electric Riel-cannon!!!!' and I've never wanted to kms more. I can't look at a cross without breaking down and fucking crying. I can't eat pasta without thinking 'A-POSTA OF HATE??? THATS PRETTY ENRAGING!!!!'. Malagasy word for believe? The language ruined me. The Flakzielgerät 76 (FZG-76), or Thomas Hobbes most famous book? A Steve Hudgins directed movie that released in 2010. I can't fucking take it anymore.

Please fucking end my suffering.