birthday :(

i’m turning 22 on the 20th of may, and genuinely i’m dreading it. i’m trying to make plans to have dinner with my family and make plans with my friends but it’s like brooo 

why tf am i 22? tf? this shit is fr killing me, especially with the world we live in now. atleast for my 21st i could go out to a bar, being 22 and doing that makes me feel like i’m on the road to alcoholism. 

please lord, let my frontal lobe develope so i can be useful to society