Decent life?

Hello person reading this, i usually don't post anything on this profile but here we are ig. mi kind of shy so this may be the first and only thing i post but, let's see how this goes

In these past weeks i feel like the gum on the bottom of someones shoe, it reminds me of a time i got gum on my shoe and it was hard to remove. But somehow as im writing this i feel okay and it weird. because of certain things that have gone on in my life, i have developed trust issues. sometime i think that my friends will one day turn on me but they seem to be my real friends. At that point in life i said to myself, 'F life, F everything" and "stop being sad, we need to keep moving forward," so thats what i did. It took alot of meditation and rest but finally i got over it, not the trust issues, just getting over my jealous and bitter feeling towards the person that caused my trust issues lol. So now im currently in my own little bubble in life waiting for school lto be over. Ig this is kinda like a intro to my profile? ig? i have no idea what im doing but, all i know is that im bored and im making this, so theres that. 

Anywho if i am in the mood i will post something again