YALL NEED TO STOP NAKING THESE PUNY TINY ASS BLOGS

I HAVE SOENT THE LAST 20 MINUTES SCROLLING THE BLOGS AND ISTG IVE ONLY READ LIKE 10 AND EVERY SINGLE BLOG IS LIKE A SENTENCE LONG AND IT TAKES MY SLOW ASS PHONE SO LONG TO POAD THESE OMFG.

Anyway, I need y'all to start being interesting... like me.

Tbh, I wanna start blogging more. I already journal somewhat but what's the point if nobody's able to read my beautiful, beautiful thoughts? 😍

I'm the most beautiful perfect boy in the world and tbh if society was like me, okay it'd be a wreck in like 2 days.. LMAO

But nah Ian a narcissist (I think) I just have lots and lots of self positivity. Sonetimes. It's definitely a switch from literally being like "I DONT CARE WHAT ANY OFY TUINKS IM LITERALLY SO COOL WND I LOVE MYSELF" to "nobody loves me and I'm gonna die alone :(" 

Anyway, I personally like reading other peoples blogs. Like, it gives you a little peek into people's silly or sad or philosophical thoughts, and most of it is more genuine, given that it's first off social media and second that it's only typing and text (unless in the rare instance people upload photos)

Idk, my blogs are delusional but hey, sometimes living delusionally is the best way to live. Ian tryna be like "oh I'm so delulu is the solulu 😩 tiktok pick me 'depressed' girl" like no, in saying that maybe living life - oh my god I'm mentally insane 😭😭

LIKE, I'm saying that ok maybe not delusional is the best way to say it but like being high on life. (Side topic tryna blog on mobile is actual hell like work please or INTEGRATE BLOGGING INTO THE MOBILE APP LIEK WHY IS THERE AN APP IF YOU CANT UPLOAD ON IT. At least it was like that last time I even used it.) But look at the trees, feel the breath you're breathing, look at the dirt and think about how old it is. Like, dirt is literally so amazing. It's the dust of everything and like super old stuff. Like the tiny rocks in that dirt could've been like dinosaur bones or mega Venus flytrap carbonized remains. Or even like ebola or feces IDK, dirts gross but like, being delusional and thinking is what in tryna say 😭. 

Then again yesterday I was eating at KFC and was literally about to start crying cause I saw a black and white photo of Colonel Sanders and was like "time never stops and we can't go back or forward." Maybe like don't be like that when your sad but ENJOY LIFE. I wanna read about everything. Oh, a Mountain Dew Baja Blast can on the road? Damn that's interesting. Okay now I'm sounding crazy but idk I'm prolly ADHD (Ian tryna self diagnose 😭) and I've got my own problems ion know. 

Like this is what I'm saying write paragraphs about a single thought and keep going and see where it goes. I think that writing itself doesn't matter like the formatting or what you write about, it all comes from emotion and opinion inside thats bursting to be shared. Although sometimes it is good to get a diary for some things... but idk I'm bored somebody fight me or hang out with me I'm lonely okay this is getting sad anyway BYE.