I hate my friends!! Advice?

Online and irl friends suck, some of mh online friends are just shitty at times and I think I like half of my irl friends jusr use me for my brain on assignment and tests. 

Yet some of my friends are actually nice to me and understands me, I have a really bad brain where it just spits out vomit on people unfortunately so I know I’m a bad person to be around with at times.

I wish I had a better life because I’m stuck living with a not yet sober lying mom and a mean sister who hates me and makes me feel bad about myself on a regular basis. I also took my EOC exam that I’ve studied for 2 weeks straight and probably ended up with a dookie grade😿

Is there any advice I can take please? Need some help !  And friends ^_^

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