A Talk: theory on "mad scientists"

There's a theory that when you figure out the meaning of life in the universe, the universe restarts. Theory one, Theory two. Mad scientists: is a term for a scientist who's kind of crazy, but that scientist has their own individual output, their own individual lens of life. They have their own POV, meaning their mind is their own universe, meaning in their reality their specific reality not your reality, but their reality is different from yours. Who you are this very second will never ever be the same person who you were 1 millisecond ago, that's a whole new reality, you're always constantly shifting realities, shifting and shifting and shifting. So if a scientist becomes mad, he might think "I know this, this is the meaning of life, this is the meaning of the universe" he starts to go mad because his universe is restarting in his own mind, what would that look like? What would that be like? For him, It's something completely crazy that most of us will probably never witness, but who knows, truly, who knows what the universe will do once you discover a certain amount, but anyway that's my take on it, personally I think that you in this specific universe is meant to happen, but you can also do whatever you want because that’s meant to happen as well, so if you think you can't do it, I believe you can do it, you can do anything you want just understand that it's meant to happen. I hope you guys don't think i'm crazy.