say goodnight instead of goodbye for once please

if every night you say goodbye instead of goodnight, then what value will the final goodbye hold? cobwebs are starting to form in my closet from how long I've waited for you and I don't know how much longer we have before a giant spider comes and traps me and I'll be gone forever in a mess of amino acid chains and fucked up dreams and you'll never see me again or miss me. but tonight's our night so just breathe live love and take my hand follow my golden gaze and flatten your heart against mine for just a moment longer than your mother held her baby for. fuck your floorboards bitch