The Illusion Of Sadness

Sadness, or some cases depression, one of the hardest things in life. The common opinion is get help or find some way to not feel it, but what about the people who are comforted by it, or the people who are scared of being happy due to the longing of pain they've felt that an amnesia of happiness has sent, it's like your brain stars to burn it out your mind or resent the feeling of happiness. Fostering the worry of happiness, a fear developed, a fear thats unbeatable, a fear that causes pain to become comfort, a domino effect of pain and horror in the mind. A pain that manipulates, manipulates the mind into seeing pain and sorrow as a source of happiness or comfort, a manipulation you'll never see coming, a foreboding figure of tragedy that lingers around. A figure that becomes a reality, causing a plague upon life, manipulating you into seeing happiness as something to run from, a life ending marathon of exhaustion, the worst form of marathon. Ths feeling becomes untestable and if you attempt that test and fail it then you feel true regret, the guilt of being a failure, sadness is a never ending domino effect that progresses at every possible velocity at once without any notice till it truly makes itself known, making the patient truly test how to fix it, multiple tests with multiple endings, a test that can be the best thing or the worst, a critical way of living, a critical form of life, an eternity of manipulation and illusion. Sadness, lifes one true test of mental strength, a test that can remove or grow that strength, a roulette no one should have to spin, or it may be their last spin. A waterfall of illusions till you feel the bottom and travel with the river or become a part of the river. Fate isn't to be tested, but sadness is.