its like my eyes are sinking into my skull

flying through strawberry flavored rolling paper

listening to what goes on outside my window, and its like nails on a damn chalkboard

someday it'll all be gone

the trees

everything

so enjoy it while it lasts

someones finally ripped out the last of my threads and I am forced into a cocoon and to unravel into a whole new person and you will never see the old me again

but I'm doing as okay as okay can get and you're drinking your shroomy tea and wishing you were never born so who's really got the high ground

someday it'll all be gone

the sheer horror at the idea of nothing is the only thing that keeps me running. running until my lungs collapse and my ribs crack and I crack and everything breaks

because nothing is forever

so enjoy it while it lasts