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Who Am I?

As I'm almost 25 and freaking out about the new "myspace" I'm realizing a lot has changed since I was on myspace over 10 years ago.


I'm somehow still with the same boy I was when I was 15 (a miracle??), I own two homes, two cars, two dogs and a cat. I graduated with a degree in Marketing and Management and ended up managing website project (ultimately pretty cool). And a lot of the friends I had 10 years ago, I don't see much anymore.

But as I'm reflecting, more things have changed than just the "things" around me. I've changed. I've realized things. And ultimately I've found out, I'm pretty fucked up. Let's list them
  • Chronic PTSD
  • Major Depression
  • Chronic Anxiety
  • Dissociative Amnesia
And I'm sure the list will keep growing as I try to "fix" myself.

Did you know you're not supposed to feel responsible for everyone all of the time?
Seriously, you are not supposed to feel like everyone person is relying on you for something you may or may not be able to provide to them. As much as the rational part of my brain knows this, the irrational, broken, fucked up part feels responsible for everyone around me. And I mean everyone. People I don't know, people I do know, people who would legit not give me the time of day even if I did ask.

I think I'll write here, where no one knows me. People can see into my and chat but I'm not going to feel responsible for anything else on this profile aside from sharing my mental health. Because it's nice to know you aren't alone on a bad day.


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