Drive and Connections and Stuff

I've been feeling motivated in a way I haven't really felt for a while, I guess because puberty or something is hitting. I'm on the younger side of my grade, so there's that. It would've been better if this hit freshman year, but whatever. I don't really talk to anyone at school, and I can't be honest on my twitter account without feeling cringe, or like what I say will be used against me. It doesn't help that I'm way more cynical and critical than the online community for my main interest right now, but considering they're stantwt the lack of critical thinking shouldn't be surprising.

I've taken to writing on this blog because it feels a lot more secluded and personal than any of the main social medias. I love creative works and stories, but I hate writing and am and terrible at it, so I think this longer and less restricted format will help. The main reason I suck at writing is lack of life experience, however, so I guess that much can't be helped by a blog. I stopped talking to my friends freshman year because they had closer friends elsewhere and I just didn't feel that we had much in common, though they're cool people and I still think highly of them. 

With four semesters at this school and no meaningful connections under my belt, I guess I should try meeting people elsewhere. But where and how...