Lonely

I FEEL LONELY A LOT,

I HAVE PROBLEMS TALKING TO PEOPLE,

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HAVE A CONVERSATION AND HAVE A PROPER TALK,

AND IM AFRAID OF WHAT PEOPLE THINKS OF ME, OR WHAT IF THEY DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME,

IT SEEMS LIKE I AM ISOLATING MYSELF, APART FROM THAT NO ONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND, I MEAN, I KNOW A LOT OF ONLINE PEOPLE WHO REACTS ON MY POST OR SOMETHING AND COMMENTS A LOT BUT I NEVER TALKED TO THEM, 

AND THEY HAVE A LOT OF ONLINE FRIENDS THEY TALK TO, I BARELY TALK TO ANYONE AND IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE, HOW DOES THIS PEOPLE HAVE SO MANY FRIENDS?

I ALSO FEEL LIKE IM A BAD ONLINE FRIEND, BUT IM TRYING HARD, THE INTERNET IS THE EASIEST WAY FOR ME TO COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE, OR I MEAN MEET, IDK ITS EASIER THAN KNOWING PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE.

IT'S REALLY A STRUGGLE FOR ME, AND I ONLY HAD ONE ONLINE FRIEND, AND WE BARELY TALK NOW, AND IM EXPLORING THE INTERNET, TRYING TO MEET SOME INTERESTING PEOPLE, OR SOMEONE, I'VE BEEN IN MY SHELL FOR A LONG TIME, IM TRYING TO GET OUT.