BESTFRIENDS OR EX FRIENDS

(I LOVE VENTING AT SPACEHEY OMG UHDFUSDFBHSF im so glad no one i know uses this site anw)

I got a serious problem of falling with my bestfriends and they never turn out right (alexa play bang the doldrums by fob)

Can anyone tell me why falling for my ex boyfriend's neighbor was a bad choice or how i keep on going back to my first friend ever ANYONE WHO TREATS ME WITH AN OUNCE OF DECENCY WILL SUFFER AT THE PLIGHT OF MINE IT DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE??? 

whatever you got a boyfriend anyways, PEOPLE SAY THAT YOURE LIKE SOME MANIPULATOR OR SUMTH IDGAF, maybe this was it. i havent even talked to you in months and you still got an impact on me. Damn that poem really striked me in the heart, seeing on your timeline and how you wanna fuck your boyfriend so badly MAYBE YOU ALREADY DID IT??? and remember that time you said you liked me when i was still dating him yeah fuck me for believing in that ARE YOU EVEN BISEXUAL?? are you fucking with my head rn?? wtf, will that even matter anyways?????, im sorry if i couldnt see you again i- wow the way you bought stuff he couldnt even bare to do, he did but cmon i wouldve given anything to skateboard with you again in the corridors man i really felt alive being with you, i just hope that hes making you feel alive in bed