Bloodline

My father keeps his hand loaded with a gun
and when he's bored, he points
it at me for fun

My mother always gave her all
for the wrong ones,
and I live with the fear of being like her

My sister is always alone and she suffers in silence,
she doesn't like me and she doesn't have
any patience, to wait for me,
to wait for me to grow out of being a child,
but she doesn't know that I indeed need a guide

I need a guide to teach me how to live,
to not leave me here all alone without knowing a thing
about the world that I live in

As the world caves in, my brother is not around,
he leaves me here to suffer and he blames me for
ruining his fun

But I am just a child

I am just a child who doesn't know a thing about the world,
and yet I am expected to know everything by my family line,
and I beg god to not let me suffer,
but I cannot run from bloodline