Entry 10

AUUGHGHIUHDFIUWAHFIOSHUIGSEGF !!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, i fucking hate getting into arguments with my friends over stuff that isn't my fault. or a better way to explain it, getting the shit end of the stick when they argue with people im associated with.

why am i getting the consequences when i wasn't even involved ??? furthermore, why am i the one apologizing and trying to make amends when i didnt even DO ANYTHING IN THE FIRST PLACE !!! seriously going to lose my mind about all this.

just because you have issues with a mutual friend of ours, doesn't mean i directly did anything. keep your arguments to their respective people. i wasn't even there, all i did was hear it second hand. i get needing space and distance to regulate your emotions that's all fine and everything. but punishing me for an action i didn't even do, nor was i even involved in the first place is so hurtful. i even expressed being sorry and stating i didnt wanna lose our friendship over something so stupid.

i just wanna play video games with my friends man why does this shit have to be so COMPLICATED!!!!

update :: everything was talked out and we're still friends !! however things are still awkward within the group but im hoping that resolves itself out ,,,