thinks

sometimes i think and im like wow thank GOD thoughts arent public because my intrusive thoughts are really bad and also my brain moves really fast so i just think strasnge things IDK i also have had this pain in my knee and idk what to do about it and also i think i have a problem because for some reason when i'm not being showered in attention i feel like im going bananas like if someone isnt actively paying attention to me i feel so lonely OR IF I TALK ABOUT SOMETHING AND I GET BRUSHED OFF LIKE DONT EVEN JOKE LADD ..