I hate life rn

Life sucks man. You know, one day,  you think people like you, the next your questioning everything and if people were ever you friends in the first place. You wonder why you even try to befriend them even though, they call you names, they give you weird looks,  they bully you for your appearance, and yet, you find yourself trying to be friends with them. Isn't that weird? Life hits you HARD. like a 30 pound rock hitting you in the back of the head.

I never knew it could be like this until last year

and this year it just got worse.