Shifting or wtv

Not gonna lie, I look at the tiktoks i record of myself and the pictures i take knowing damn well ion even look like that irl. But It's still me but in my prime. Soooo like technically it isnt cat fishing. But when I shift i'm gonna make sure I ALWAYS look like that. I'd be so fine wtf? Also I wanna go to my waiting room DR. When I go there i'm gonna just chill and make sure theres a fridge with all my favoorite drinks and food. It'll be the perfect tempurature and I'[ll just be laying down comftorably, thinking about all the DRs I wanna go to