stupid vent ( ´ཀ` )

Please only read if you are neurodivergent, I hope you understand me (°□°)

I hate my hyperfixations sm, I wake up and go to sleep thinking about them, all my drawings are based on THAT ship, all my AUs are based on THAT game, and it gets frustrating, you know? My parents don't understand it, but it's like I can't live without it. I also feel guilty because some of my hyperfixations are "problematic." Does this happen to anyone else? If so, what do you do to control it? I await your answers