idk, more yapping

I only wanna go back to real school just so I can take my mind off the internet. I wish I had a friend group so we can walk around this shitty town and explore places together. I want a crush I'm like 13 but I want to live like a normal teen. Not like I can't fit in but holy shit my old school traumatized me. I can barely make eye contact with others. I just need to get this damn state test over with so I can go back to not worrying about anything. I want to just do wtv I want. I need to shift TODAY. Actually, I WILL shift today. I just want to spend all my time writing stories, drawing, listening to music, and playing COD. Ion even have COD. YET! I'm gonna shift to my waiting room so I can chill for a moment and spawn my favorite foods while thinking about what DR I wanna go to.