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매일매일이 너무 피로해요. 이번년도만 버티면 되겠지만 잘 될까 모르겠어요, 역대급으로 바쁘고 힘드네요. 이제는 하고싶은게 무엇인지, 내 꿈이 무엇인지조차 모르겠어요. 언제까지나 어린아이로 있을줄 알았지만 그렇지 않았어요.

사람한테 소속감은 무척 중요한거같아요. 이번 방학은 예외적으로 엄청 길었는데 알바도 안하고있으니까 사람이 정말 미치는줄알았어요. 지난 방학까지는 알바도하고 여행도 다녀왔지만 이번엔 숨만쉬고 살았다 해도 될정도로 운동, 밥, 잠, 이렇게만 했거든요.

I'm so tired every single day. I just need to make it through this year, but it's going to be a really busy and tough year. I don't even know what I want to do anymore, or what my dreams are.I thought I'd be a kid forever, but I wasn't.

I think belonging is very important for people. This vacation was exceptionally long, and I was really depressed because I didn't have a part-time job. Until last vacation, I had a part-time job and traveled, but this time, I could have lived just by breathing, so I just exercised, ate, and slept.