weird cousin

When I came to the Philippines I obv went to school for a tad. A few of my cousins attended the school I went to so I did fit in well even if I was different. I had this one cousin in particular who was really nice to me and we grew rlly close to a point I told her everything. She was one of my most closest friends at the time and I never hesitated to tell her anything personal so I always spilled to her. 

When I cam to school after like two weeks of attending there was so many rumours about me, like a TON and it made me feel so shit i swear. A lot of ppl knew abt my ED and the fact that I was struggling and then they were finding out about where i lived because this bitch just dropped my street and a full description of my house. She literally made me look crazy and only spilled out the things that would me like madly mental like how I SH. she even had the nerve to openly mock about me reaction to my friend's death. Like i was crying to her when I told her that my friend died and she just poked fun at it which hurt me the most. 

It got worser when the teachers got a hold of it and to be honest those teachers did nothing they sat on their asses and seemingly joined in. I was genuinely suffering there and for a full month everyone but like 4 of my friends avoided me because I was the "weird tranny" that could stab some1 because I'm "deranged in the head". After that month I just broke down honestly I began to cry in classes to a point I'd walk out classes and beg to nurse who genuinely felt pity if I could go home and she always let me free. I think somewhere then when I had two weeks off of school my amazing aunt had a meeting with the principal, obviously royally pissed cuz her nephew is feeling like ass. And then the kids laid off me but my cousin grew hostile and avoided me because she got in trouble, boo hoo. I got more friends but they were all in the older grades since the kids in my class still couldn't fathom around the fact that I'm actually not a violent freak who's capable of mauling your family whole like jeff the killer.

A month after when things were getting better and I had people in my own grade look up at me my cousin who made my school life there a living shithole decided to be all bestie with me and I turned her down because I felt like this bitch would milk more things out of me just to ruin things for me again, I gen don't know what was her deal. She would always reach out to my aunt and even my own parents begging to see me and make shitty excuses on why she HAD to see me but I never went to meet her.

I left that school 5 months ago i think because it was terrible, it took a little toll on me :3. When she found out she went full ballistic asking where I was, why I left, literally everything in the book but I always answered dryly or just didn't reply. I made a new acc on facebook and only added the people I liked :3! It was fgoing well until she got a hold of it and started spamming. I would ignore her obv and I moved on from that.

Recently she bumped into my aunt and was like "OOH?? WHERES ____??" and my aunt made so many excused to cover my ass. she wanted to give me a "matching forever friends necklace". The nerve.

Just now whilst I was writing this I got it. I dunno how to add a photo but the necklace came in this silver, sparkly tiny little box with a raggedy grey ribbon on it and the necklace is this silver thin chain with a black yin yang, like them magnet thingies. My cousin has the other half but my ass is throwing this shit away no WAY I'm wearing that, whoops.