Stuff that made me happier (that might make you happier too)

- Just stop giving a fuck about what people say about you

- Find a new band that you love and listen to them a lot(for me it was system of a down)

- Tell your friends how much you love them. Talk to them a lot no matter how few friends you have. This goes for friends you haven't technically met in the flesh as well.

- Go to the playground alone and listen to music while swinging on the swings at dusk(this one does a lot trust me its fucking spiritual). This also works while in a tree or walking in the cemetery.

- Play guitar etc

- Go to your local convenience store sometimes and get junk food

- Get cargo pants and put CDs in the pockets

- Pretend you're some dude from the early 00s(this one did numbers on me)

- Consider taking antidepressants(this one worked insanely well for me and im not gonna pretend it didnt contribute to the vast majority of my happiness but it might not be the best solution for everyone)

- Kind of live in your own little world when you need to but also interact with the outside world more than you used to

- Be nice to people

Basically do whatever the fuck you want because we're all gonna die in the future. Don't kill yourself, because you'll die anyway. Don't hurt yourself, you've only got one body. There are plenty of other things to do with this cursed flesh besides cutting it. Just appreciate the time you have in between now and death and make the fucking most of it, okay? Try to appreciate death and accept it. This advice might not apply to you, and that's fine. We're all different.

Edit: Since writing this I have kind of entered a sad state again but that's just because I'm lonely and am questioning myself. You NEED to make friends in real life guys. Once I make more friends I know I'll feel better