My friends are SERIOUSLY pissing me off, they never take me seriously, always make fun of my chosen name and always see me as a punch line for their jokes. Its to a point where if im genuinely upset they won't take my feelings seriously at all and just joke about it in front of my face, they wouldn't care at all. I feel so forced to laugh and smile with them, just so that nobody throws a hissy fit whenever i try to defend myself, im sick of them and im sick of being the cork board to throw their poorly made unoriginal jokes at. I want to be able to cry and yell comfortably knowing that the people around me care if im not okay, but i could never have that, im stuck as the friend whose only there for comedic purposes, none of them would be bothered if i just stopped sitting with them.
On top of everything else i have to deal with, they're definitely the thing thats gonna drive me to the rope again. I cant do this anymore.
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