Richard Hacksaw (Incomplete)

He was heavily neglected as a child, leaving him with skewed ideas of personal relationships and a poor sense of self. He doesn't know how to take care of himself all that well.

Side note for now, will be merged in with text as entry is completed - He represses many of his personal interests because they were always brushed off as a child, mostly by his own parents. Due to this fact, he felt the need to grow up much faster in order to engage in the "real" conversations that took place around him. The only indulgences that he would continue to partake in are those that get peoples eyes and ears on him. This fostered quite the fatalistic worldview. Grown up, he feels that others should partake in the same abstinence of self, and thus chooses to admonish those around him who take pride in the things they enjoy. Paradoxically, he tends to pull these people closer because he admires their "impotent lack of self-respect," as he would put it. Toki, unfortunately, is the peak of this ideal in his mind. His obsession grows to a point of oscillating worship and loathing. There are times in which Toki's delighted, traumatized nature is wholly ensnaring, to which he would do quite literally anything to stay by his side and make Toki the happiest man in the world. Other times there is nothing more infuriating than the fact that this man can go gallivanting around like the world is filled with the same kindness he is, no; the innocent can not go unpunished.