betrayal spring

And when the flowers looked like blooming again
I convinced myself that's the spring
Even if i know that when i open my eyes it will be the cruel summer
Yet i still believed in spring
And when the wave of kindness rushed my face so gently
I knew that the next will be brutal
But i still stood there
Feeding your mind with lies so you can warm your ego
The side that the ppl are always afraid to see on you
Because they dont want the truth
They don't even know their truthes
And you still expect to see the light in the scrolls of horizon
They are threw in my head like a recited names from paper over and over again reapiting