For my best friend's mother

I JUST WANTED TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BEST FRIEND! WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM!? I NEED HER! I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF AND SHE'S ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I DON'T DO IT! FUCKING BITCH! IF I DIE IS GONNA BE YOUR FAULT! IF I KILL MYSELF I'M GONNA FUCKING WRITE YOUR NAME WITH BLOOD IN MY LAST LETTER FOR YOU TO FEEL GUILTY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!