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i suck. no really i suck. i really do and you know what so does life. everything doesn't make any type of sense. i've sat her trying to understand people and myself but i don't get it at all.
i moved from Louisiana to new york to be with a guy and to find myself and what i want to do with my life. and to be honest i don't know what i want in life anymore. i have been so out of place with my life lately that i don't know me. i know what i want is to go back to school. i want to be somebody really but i can't if i feel like a failure. i never got to finish school or even get a chance to go to college. i have no diploma or a g.e.d or anything. i lied to everyone. friends and family saying i had graduated but really i didn't.
i came to new york to breathe and love the mean that i have in my life but it's all so hard. being an adult.. how do adults make it look so easy for their kids. we hear the stories and how they struggled but why is the world so much fucking harder when it comes to this generation.
i don't get it...but hopefully i get better mentally..
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chickennuggie
i hope you get everything sorted out & that you can do the things you want, im sure you’ll be able to find something that you are really passionate about & want to do. keep going <3
thank you, kinda hard when you have to deal with it alone and not have anyone to talk to but i know i got this! :)
by mads; ; Report
yes you do, i believe in you! if you ever need anything i am here ^_^
by chickennuggie; ; Report
thank you so much! :)
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