Hold on till may

I'm so proud of me and you, you who are reading this. I don't really know what you've been through, but i can tell life has been tough, i can see that you've cried at night more than three times wondering what went wrong, wanting to end it all, wanting to dissapear. Life has never been so difficult, and we hate to struggle when trying to sleep just because our head won't let us think in something positive, in something good. Our heart is broken in a really bad way, and even if no one notices your swollen eyes and heaving breathing, it's already a win for us to still be alive. Living like this is no joke, is not easy in any way, it's not easy not to feel like doing anything and feel like a burden because of it, but we're still trying our best, we're still trying to have a smile on our faces, we're still trying to take care of ourselves and the ones we love, we're still trying to finish our meals, we're still trying to not cut ourselves, we're still trying to escape from this nightmare and we're still trying to make our lives a little bit better. Mental health is something very important, and i want to let you know that i'm very proud of you for still being here, even if things don't seem to get any better, I promise that you'll be okay, you're not alone. I'm proud of all of us for holding on till may, it was not easy and maybe it wasn't what you wanted, but you should be happy, you're still here because you're meant to be here, life's gonna get better <3<3. Love you all