grr

like id rather kms than have to feel like this cause its crasy you guys he does NOT deserve me but he WILL marry me   and i would talk to him about this but its so embarrassing cause like wtf are we gonna do ??? ideally ill have him not tell me when hes hanging with his friends so i wont feel jealous when he doesnt takk to me for 3 hours. or maybe like idfk just nkt make me jelly in the belly like  UHGH. it makes me LAUGH at myself cause its so dumb