im gonna LOSE IT

ok first post we gettin straight into this

so in january i started being homeschooled after being in public school my whole life for a ton of shit (ill do a storytime if yall want but anyways) and at first it was normal yk like i had a routine, my mom was normal and i was feeling alright. flash forward to now, its like 5 months later, i have one month and 11 days left until summer break before i start high school. and i am so SICK of this shit. ive completley lost my sense of time, im scared to leave the house in case i see anyone i used to go to school with, my mom dosent even talk to me about anything but school anymore, and ive gotten completley out of the habit of taking care of myself and have no motivation. and everytime i talk to my mom about how tired i am she always talks about how it was my choice when i was practically FORCED out of that school by other people. and as much as i want high school to just start already, i am scared out of my mind of seeing those people again. my older sister says she hasent seen anyone she went to middle school with like at all in high school but im paraniod asf. i just want high school to start because the school has an amazing theatre program that im excited for, theres a ton of new people, and im kind of finally figuring myself out but for now im just so sick and tired of homeschool. ive got 42 days until i start summer vacation so ima thug ts OUT!

- ur fav homeschooled girl