This wounds hurt and feel weird, made me feel weird in other parts of my head even, im a bit scared and i need to see the doctor. This days feel stranger than ever, staying in bed, the pain in my head because the teeths, the Thesis and my partner not doing anything, my grandma and her quimio, i really want to unplug myself from all of this... But how???  

And the recovery post-operation is a hell, i feel weird, im not eating well bc i cant eat specific foods and i feel... Disconnected from reality.

I cant even go to my safe place bc i cant take any sunlight until 5 days - _-. 

Im going to summon the i-ching, maybe i can hear something good... Maybe.