life has been going downhill recently

ermm hey chat i know i haven't posted a blog in quite awhile due to me not using spacehey like at all and also because of school. but the reason i think life has been going downhill recently is for a lot of reasons. but, for starters on last thrusday i gave my friend from school money to buy me a cart (ifykyk) and she went to go buy it then i was $3 short then i got rly sad then she had another guy pull up instead and then she got it then i wasn't sad anymore. so then, she texted me like 3hrs later telling me that her grandma took the cart because she didn't want my friend selling to other people. then i got rly upset and i told her to try and get it back then she texted me the next day saying that she couldn't get it back because her grandma woke up.

 so then, that same day i texted her that i would try and get some more money then that was the last time she left me on seen. that was 10 days ago btw. but then after friday she still viewed my stories and interacted with them but she never saw my messages and/or never replied to them after that. but then, 2 days after friday (on sunday) i accidentally went on my other acc she follows me on also i forgot to say she prevented me from viewing her stories or highlights on insta on my main and spam so.. but anyways i accidentally click on the acc and i see she posted on her story so i click it and then its a pick of her holding a cart and i got rly mad wondering if it was mine or not.

 but anyways, still worried about that lol and what im gonna do if my parents ever find out but yk its whatever ig. but another thing that makes me think my life is going downhill is because im still lowkey getting bullied in secret like i feel like ppl are still talking shit about me yk and also im just worried about my grades like i don't wanna fail math again cause last quarter i got an a and that was really good but now the math were learning i forgot the forumla for the test and got an 18% and my grade went from a 79% to a 61% so idk what to do now but remedation for the test is tmr so hopefully i'll get a good grade on that. but uh i think thats it please give me advice just dont be a narc thanks bye