4/29/24

OMG .  GENUINE GREAT DAY I AM HAVING .  LIFE IS SO BEAUTFIUL .  HELLO EVERYONE ! ! ! ! !  the song playing is though my song has no form by by doriko <3

someone got angry at me for screaming and singing at miku expo but i paid them no fucks and kept on going !  everyone else screamed and sang too !  it was amazing !  even if i was on my period and mightve bled a little on the seat ( sorry to the person who may have to clean it ,  i swear i was wearing my biggest pad i had ) ! ( although i dont know because i didnt check but i believe if i did it was at most a dot ) I LOVED IT !  if someone tells you to stop being happy ,  keep on GOING !  BE YOU !  it was such a surreal experience !  i still cant believe i got to reach my dream of going to a vocaloid concert . .  im in tears !  I AM LIVING !  I GOT TO SEE THEM !  and maybe one day ,  it will happen again !  what a beautiful memory !  i couldnt go to sleep until 3 am that day because i was just so happy .  shaking .  i am so grateful !  if little me knew about this ,  he would be so happy !  

today was a great day too <3  i finally got a 4 star kaito on pjsk and i won something worth over 20 black long collars on animal jam  FOR FREE !  NO KIDDING .  BACK TO BACK .  WITHIN SECONDS .  THANK YOU SO MUCH TO THE PERSON WHO GAVE ME IT !  AHH !  AND THE UNIVERSE !  AND GOD !  THANK YOU !  

ALSO ,  IM PASSING MATH !  MY TEACHER IS BUMPING OUR GRADES !  AHHH !  IM STILL TRYING MY BEST BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH TO MY MATH TEACHER !  THANK YOU !

overall ,  ive just been in a great mood lately !  and now ,  i finally have a goal !  i have a genuine dream !  ive never felt strongly about my future before ,  but i know it now .  i want to be a vocaloid producer .  i want to make music with vocaloid .  i want my song to be played at a vocaloid concert one day .  i want to make others feel joy .  i know this .  i am sure of this .  i do not know anything about music theory nor do i own one but i will start trying my best this summer .   i hope to be able to talk to my mom about it soon !  ive got this .  everything will be okay .  i have never had a genuine dream before .  but now i do .  i will be there someday .  ( i wont tell anyone who i am though !  i wont tell my friends either !  i wanna be like BATMAN ) !  

thank you all for everything !  i will continue to reach even higher !  life is amazing !  keep on living !  YOU WILL FIND A DREAM ! 

have a great day everyone and always keep those things in mind !  you GOT THIS !