04/26/24(late)

I couldn't post due to some complications(sorry) but here is an update of what happened that day.

     . When I woke up I really didn't wanna go to school but I still did because if I have another absent ill have to go to court. I got ready for school and when I got outside I sighed, I didnt like the walk to school very much. when I got to school I was a bit late. I had science as my first period, it doesn't matter since everyone in my class stays the same throughout the day. I sat in my seat and opened my already dead laptop. I remember staring at it very blankly while the screen remained pitch black. the guy near me who always picks on my told me I smelt like shit and I didn't know how to react. he's been bothering me for a while and the thing is, I don't even stink(at least I don't think?) I take showers in the morning, put on a scented lotion(sometimes), put on deodorant, put on my freshly washed clothes, and then I spray perfume. hes been getting me really paranoid especially since he's been telling all of his friends and the popular people in my class. as he talked about me I was anxiously picking my nails and skin around my nails until it bled. I didn't wave to my crush that day. he's been talking to a girl he can actually communicate with and shes really pretty. I'm happy for him but at the same time I really want to die. I went home and slept the whole day after that.