.

i think i ruined myself to a point of 0 return

i look at my arms and just

"damn what the hell happened here"

and then realize it's all my fault

i want to end it all

i want to kill myself

but i'm scared of death

my mental health is so fucked up that i don't think i'll care if i died tomorrow

i'm tired, so tired of everything

i'm sorry i've been a burden to everyone i know

i'm sorry

i'm so sorry