i just realized I've been daydreaming my whole life

As young as 6 yrs old, I've just been stuck daydreaming and daydreaming to the point where it's hard to do work and basic life stuff, I'm pretty sure it's to escape life itself (i didn't and still don't have the greatest home life) basically I've been trapped in a house where it's been falling apart and everything is broken, showering at gyms, ordering fast food and now because the wiring in the house is horrible our microwave cuts off after 2 minutes of use, it's pretty tiring but the daydreams keep me sane.

I always dream of running away from home and living in a punk house with a bunch of emos (that doesn't make any sense i know) and just living life maybe even getting a hot rockstar bf or something idk.

 i just wanna be away from all of this.