things that make me extremely happy

(unorganized list)

-VISUAL KEI!! (esp. hide <3) (ily Hideto Matsumoto)

-Movie soundtracks (my favs are All About Lily Chou-Chou and Hedwig and the Angry Inch)

-Shuji Terayama films

-Jun Togawa + Yapoos (I was SO obsessed with her in 2022)(and still am)

-Rozz Williams (I love him and his voice and his personality so much)

-Dead or Alive (favs are in too deep and far too hard <3)

-Chaos9 (He also makes me extremely sad though because he didn’t deserve any of what he had to go through and he never should have died :( )

-Közi!! <3

-David Bowie (HES SO FUNNY AND SO BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH)

-Izam !!!!! (CUTIE PATOOTIE!!)

-creating ocs! (I have so many they’re so hard to keep track of)

-drawing in general!

-Typhoon Club (1985) (such a beautiful movie)

-Hedwig and the Angry Inch (2001) (ALSO such a beautiful movie + and emotional roller coaster)

-Hotwave interviews!

-Ikebukuro West Gate Park (2000) (dont watch the anime it sucks)(BUT I LOVE TAKASHI AND SHOU AND JESSI AND ALL OF THEM SO MUCH)

-Heaven by Mieko Kawakami (BEAUTIFUL book)

-collecting cds!! (my hole cds are my most prized possessions)

-Buck-Tick (WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM AND THEIR MUSIC IT MAKES ME WANT TO SCREAMMMM)

-Lucifer Luscious Violenoue (one of my favorite people ever)

-Machi from Lareine (Im his #1 fan btw)

-KAYAAAAA (I LOVE YOU KAYA)

-My iryou kei shoes (they’re a pair of red heels with little red crosses on them and every time I wear them I feel like a real iryou kei bandman)

-Strawberry Switchblade (they’re so adorable <3)

-Yoshikitty (best sanrio character argue with the wall)

-The letter X

-The story about 12 year old Courtney Love auditioning for the mickey mouse club by reading a Sylvia Plath poem

-My oval glasses (even though my friend said they make me look like a teacher)(she doesn’t understand my aesthetic visions)

-School Zone by Cali≠Gari (I have a long-running history with this song)

-WHAM! (WHAM! BAM! I AM A MAN! JOB OR NO JOB YOU CAN’T TELL ME THAT I’M NOT!)

-Zilch album art

-Batsu Club ties

-Mako from Deadman!!! ^^

-that tweet that said “An unfamiliar app called ‘X’ suddenly appeared on my homescreen, and I thought it was the beginning of a death game”

-this meme that’s formatted like a news report that says “The LGBTQ+ community has forgiven GACKT”