Me when my body has reactions to things 🤯🤯

I realized today that my body is getting better and not simply always like a piece of shit

I hit my pen cuz I'm a addict and I get sick

I take a break I'm fine

The loss of weight made me realize how much better j feel compared before I lost it, even tough it wasnt much it made me realize

I neglect my school work so I pull a all nighter to get ready before a camping trip

Problem is I didn't really sleep the night before either, so I'm running on 4 hours of sleep pulling a all nighter 

My heads KILLING me and my chest hurts, a little concerning but not too much cuz I drank monster 6 medications and hit my pen and sh in like 6 hours so my body is struggling to power though but i persist

And then I eat a actual meal and sleep for hours

Tell me why I felt like so good

I keep doing things every few hours cuz we're camping but everything is far slower so it's like a hour every trip but I feel so good

Maybe it's the relief from not working, sleeping all day and just exploring when I am awake but even tough my legs are a bit sore I haven't felt better in a long time 

So happy I started working out and u finally got this break that's actually enjoyable cuz I prepared my body