I hate her so much (vent post)

venting on main I know but I really dont care

There's this girl at my school and I hate her so fucking much its unreal

She came into my life, and at first she was all real sweet and cool and nice and I thought she liked me. We were so similar and had similar interests and she's like really pretty and I thought she was cool right???

Well she fucking STEALS MY BEST FRIEND FROM ME, and completely shuts me out of both of their lives without even bothering to confront me about it. Like I get I'm not a perfect person and I mean what sophomore is right?? But it fucked with me how she just cut me out of their lives out of nowhere. I had NOBODY but them, because fuck my family they never cared about me, these people essentially were my family and they just threw me to the fucking curb

Not only that, but then she started spreading all these rumors about me, started turning people against me tried to turn MY FUCKING GIRLFRIEND against me, and now she's super popular and happy and pretty and skinny and she's essentially living the live I wanted

I wanted to be popular and well liked. I had friends, but as soon as she came along, they all dropped me like a bag of shit.

And now nobody talks to me. Anyone who tries talking to me is essentially like, ostracized. I feel like a social disease.

I feel so fucking useless, I feel so fucked up and gross and ugly. I hate my body I hate my life I hate everyone around me, I'm so tired of feeling so fucking gross and ugly and unlovable

and I especially hate that fucking bitch for taking my life and turning it upside down

I hate her SO FUCKING MUCH